as I sit here and think
while my life goes on
why the hell am I here
why shouldn't I die
and be like the rest gone and dismissed

no one can stop me once
I’ve done the deed that
I should of done long ago

as I sit here watching my life fade away
while the blood runs down my face
feeling the freedom
why did I wait so long?

non one can stop me once
I’ve done the deed that
I should of done long ago

no more sitting, feeling the pain
no more sitting, and thinking away
I have now done the deed
lying here feeling free

why couldn't you understand?
why couldn't you feel my pain?

no one can stop me once
I’ve done the deed that
I should have done long ago

now I’m gone feeling free
why couldn't you just tell me the truth
watching heavily over you
watching you sorrow now
why did we have to bring this upon us?
why do we make the choices we make?

no one can stop me once 
I’ve done the deed that
I should have done long ago

all is done
that can't be undone
punished/sorrow all of those above
why do we do the things we do?
why do we do the things we do?
 
December 19th 2000